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WE all know that cuckolding in any form is STRONGLY influenced by the idea of a black bull, white woman, and white cuck. I myself have searched for the whole Queen of Spade’s dynamic more than a few times. I have found it more than a few times and got exactly want we all want so badly. But when your identity goes from man to cuck to white man, even the most passionate cucks will feel as if they can’t escape the compassion of black to white.

I’ve always said that cuckolding or just male sexual submissiveness comes with hard truths. Cuck size is most definitely king when it comes to the mental sacrifice that you NEVER get over but learn to live with the voices. In my early 20’s, I hoped my cuckolding adventures were just a phase. That I would start dating and having sex regularly whenever I wanted. But as I got more matches on dating apps, fetlife, ALT, and Adult Friend Finder, I realized that I almost couldn’t see myself as the “Regular” guy. The guy who wants to fuck and get sucked. Even if many women have wanted me to get past that mental hurdle Two years turned to 5 years then to 13 years..

We are prisoners to our own self-image

I have loved the connections, the relationships, couples, and adventures I have had with the black cock loving women. But to live your life in the shadows of not being enough bc you are white gets hard. Because being a cuck for a month isn’t the same as a year and for sure isn’t the same as 10 years. If you’re saying it isn’t then you have just started your cuck quest and I hope you can find more long-lasting meaningfulness than I have been able to find.