I recently ended five months of communications with a woman in South Carolina. I then started talking to a woman in Maine. She came twice to me in Tampa and I just came back from 2 weeks of living with her and her family.
When you are ” Seriously” attempting to meet women who are serious about the cuck service lifestyle you have to be able to emotionally separate yourself from the connection you feel as a cuck and the connection you feel as a man. I have gotten close to many women( none I had sex with). I have flown to over 8 cities and the same cities a few times after that. At the end of the day, when you are home you just have your memories and the porn to feel like you are understood. You have NO friends, family, or group to talk about your cuck fetish.
No one will understand why you like fuck-licking or cleanup duty. They will never understand why you just can’t just be a regular guy wanting to fuck some pussy. You meet women who you laugh with, cry with, and get trapped in the rain with. In the end, you lie to others about who they are. About your sex life.
You are forced to live in your own shadow. Even if I were to forget the cuck thoughts, and start dating as a “Regular” guy I would have to lie about 12 years of my romantic/sexual life. I hope if you read this you won’t have to either.
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